What got me through the summer ....
So first of all ... the music.
That was for me this year clearly an album in 2000 and although Stories From The City, Stories From The Sea by PJ Harvey.
a really good singer and songwriter.
My favorite song: "this is love"
really great, I found the weather I like rain and sun also absolutely love .. White
time, I was just too warm in comparison to other years wars but quite tolerable.
got Then I finally found a psychologist in which I feel reasonably comfortable.
my holidays I spent in Bavaria, with my girlfriend. She lives in Grafenwoehr, a small village in the Upper Palatinate if I'm not mistaken .. Well yes there is still a large military camp of the U.S. Army.
She herself had indeed married a good 2 years ago an American.
Mike is his name, nice guy, as sometimes I've a feeling not quite fit the two together.
But they must know themselves.
The week was not only warm, moist cheerful always so good for our friendship. I just argued with her, which somehow does not let go. Somehow I also feel that my feelings in other areas not under control really have / had ..
What also is not good.
Well the rest of the summer, I was exactly 2 times Baden.
Have eaten quite a lot of ice .... Strawberry jars are fine but what ..
I've bought an Ipod Touch ... But then gabs a month only ... FDH but hey what you do not do for his wishes.
I have a new favorite soda, Dr. Pepper.
And I'm looking everywhere for Jelly Beans but after I inquired at Mars Inc. I learned that I am looking to the (Star Burst Jelly Beans) initially not be available in Germany, but what is not up hope .... oh well now I'll have to make do with Jelly Belly (to taste shit so to the times and are mega expensive ... but that's with everything in this country so ..)
Well good Dr. Pepper is so loud Wikipedia also be available in Germany and no, not just in Grafenwoehr the Americans no so quite regularly ... unfortunately I have only in the complete Dresden area have not found ... and I honestly do not see a pay over 25 € for it and the stuff I order online ..
I can finally send my girlfriend to buy, only that would absolutely require that they talk to me.
I also have a new favorite pair of jeans and I've found that I really love men in uniform, and where I'm actually totally against war, but ... but well I had always been in most areas is a contradiction in itself ..
is therefore the most normal.
now let the have been from my first summer.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
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future - past - present not entirely groundless twisted.
What the future will bring,?
I really do not know, sometimes I think I will also know it is not always so real.
I know what I brought in the past and it may not stay that way, can not stay.
Ever give a long questionnaire, the doctors what they want to know everything. On so much I hardly have an answer, I am beginning to feel empty. And yet, there you are, the words.
Somehow they come anyway. Often I wonder how all this may well come? And actually, yes actually you are already there, the sought answers .. Yes now I know, I'm definitely borderline, what a word. It sounds like I should say, futuristic, but here it describes just a collection of behavioral patterns, parts of a fault which together form a whole, the borderline personality disorder. How was the stability of the instability? Actually, an elegant speech. But songwriter as well as beautiful? No, that certainly does not.
Few outsiders can really understand what your responsibilities as a human being on this feeling of emptiness, hatred, these doubts and strong feelings. The eternal change of extremes. How can you live there without going crazy? How to cope with the extremes in life, to love, to do things?
action and reaction is often so over the top violent, but incomprehensible to others .. for you not understand ... Thereupon, hated and shunned. What up just yet still further adrift.
you try you all a time, somehow .. Eventually, it is only too much, too much of the "not-good" to much of what you just pushes further into it, into a world where you just can not slip off. The
Search and longing for something all-encompassing, something fulfilling .. I wish I could have put it better that what I feel. Just put in any words, but words are too weak, too weak to express what is there.
alone this uncertainty, the very nature and image of opposite forces me often do not express what I think and feel. Up to the point where it just bursts out and then it comes as often as hard and take the one that should never take it because you are a few who are with me, are there for me no matter what was, what is what ever will be. And already hates you look a little more, longs morbid nature penalty. Doing things again you better not do the trick. But still it goes into a loop.
I much prefer to stay behind and watch just the life, but I'm lonely, alone and also a little strange that I've always been what I would like to mention here. But at some point you realize that indeed it is not good always to be only for himself and not even really for others ..
for it is so unreal, in everything.
What is still a reality in the end ..
What the future will bring,?
I really do not know, sometimes I think I will also know it is not always so real.
I know what I brought in the past and it may not stay that way, can not stay.
Ever give a long questionnaire, the doctors what they want to know everything. On so much I hardly have an answer, I am beginning to feel empty. And yet, there you are, the words.
Somehow they come anyway. Often I wonder how all this may well come? And actually, yes actually you are already there, the sought answers .. Yes now I know, I'm definitely borderline, what a word. It sounds like I should say, futuristic, but here it describes just a collection of behavioral patterns, parts of a fault which together form a whole, the borderline personality disorder. How was the stability of the instability? Actually, an elegant speech. But songwriter as well as beautiful? No, that certainly does not.
Few outsiders can really understand what your responsibilities as a human being on this feeling of emptiness, hatred, these doubts and strong feelings. The eternal change of extremes. How can you live there without going crazy? How to cope with the extremes in life, to love, to do things?
action and reaction is often so over the top violent, but incomprehensible to others .. for you not understand ... Thereupon, hated and shunned. What up just yet still further adrift.
you try you all a time, somehow .. Eventually, it is only too much, too much of the "not-good" to much of what you just pushes further into it, into a world where you just can not slip off. The
Search and longing for something all-encompassing, something fulfilling .. I wish I could have put it better that what I feel. Just put in any words, but words are too weak, too weak to express what is there.
alone this uncertainty, the very nature and image of opposite forces me often do not express what I think and feel. Up to the point where it just bursts out and then it comes as often as hard and take the one that should never take it because you are a few who are with me, are there for me no matter what was, what is what ever will be. And already hates you look a little more, longs morbid nature penalty. Doing things again you better not do the trick. But still it goes into a loop.
I much prefer to stay behind and watch just the life, but I'm lonely, alone and also a little strange that I've always been what I would like to mention here. But at some point you realize that indeed it is not good always to be only for himself and not even really for others ..
for it is so unreal, in everything.
What is still a reality in the end ..
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
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Now after a long time back ..
And promise really not much ...
And promise really not much ...
I had my birthday and no one has thought of me really sad but somehow the reality. And, no, I think I wished I often a different reality ..
But I think fits here just as hard to ..
actually I just wanted to test something ... and I'm now ... Proper writing starts only when I finally got my new keyboard in my Mac ... * Waiting *
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