Racquel Darrian Strap

fundamental issues

Today I once again make an appointment with a psychologist ... somehow you will have been enough because only further acts at least Sun Well has in any case you are right. I see so also, but who wants to adapt itself much. My way of dealing with the world may not always be beneficial, but a yes man I will not be.

But do I need for well- my life and decide to learn to live with other people. For as it is, it can not remain. But what I want because really all that? If I only knew.

I want my car back and I wish so much a real work also fills me. Level, something that I do not just because I have to.

But this requires dealing with people. Something that I really hard. More than anything else. Now the only question, I want to live then? If so, how?

all too much, so many thoughts and no end.

How Towalk Up The Stairs With A Broken Leg

Dark Ages

These are a few photos, three to be exact, the hold of my current mental state is very beautiful in pixels. Check them out. Do you like the style of images you can put your good pleasure. For they are among the last recordings were not only these three.

Merilyn Sakova Vintage Forum

Emotional chaos

I realize that every time that I lost control of my psyche than I'd like to admit. All these feelings are not always useful, and actually unrealistic and stupid. I have a loving friend, we will even marry someday. And what do I do? Again I'm a very impressive young man somehow stupid like that. But it comes over a so suddenly. You just can not help it. And certainly not run away again and continue. But tell the truth, is both, not really. Because not everyone is so convinced of the pure truth as I do, but many do not prefer to know everything. But I think

Währe but it's time once again to provide clarity. I just do not know how. Especially now that finally some people want to spend time with us ... Since I can not but just go and say, "Hey ...... I'll find you the right class and you'd like to" better "want to know." You can not do?

Then I'll certainly get no answer. And such relations will split three I also never have to go ... Losses are simply dangerous, especially if not all honest. As "S." yes, it was not. No one is ever really honest, and certainly not to me. Sorry.

only what makes me feel this way? Again and again? Is this really an eternal search for something that I never had and never really going to do?

for love, as it was never and never will be?

total fulfillment, only without the bill with the "be normal" to have made of others.

I probably just need to learn and accept that you do not always get everything you want and it is certainly not the perfect man. Even if I wanted him so many times have. Actually that's not all here, too much sense, but it should also not good. In thinking further Währe really stupid because it's still all that sad, so what would be the same the next depression means. And I'm honest, I do not think more of that. I feel as soon as my head explodes. Drowning can not this feeling, because in the euphoric happiness intoxicated phase always follows the deep Absturtz. "What goes up, that must come down."

But even without alcohol's always been bad enough.

That's So now first of feelings, enthusiasms and all kinds of depressive emotional chaos.